6:22 PM

Humiliated by a Madam

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi. It’s been a years since I wrote anything related with my work here. Well, there‘s nothing interested to share with a world about my job. Hectic life of mine.Overload minded.

Until. Read my word: Until..

There’s a meeting today with the director which making all the new engineers shaking to the earth. It’s not because we have done something wrong but we are scared if he will ask us about the problems.

But luckily he didn’t down us very much. Just a little advice on how to improve ourself to be a better person.


Few seconds before the director end our meeting, there’s a lady which is I cannot informed here from which department. But I love to call her ‘Witch’.

This lady is not from our department, but she successfully interfere like nobody business and complaint about us. And to make it worst she mention my name! Only Me! OMG! She told the director I don’t know anything about what I did everyday! Why? Why?

I tried to be as cool as maximum I can. Until (again?)..The director asked ‘Who is Shikin?’?

Then I raised my hand up. I really hope she can explain what on earth that I asked her before. But she’s not! Thanks to her I looked dumb there!

And my boss who was sitting beside me directly ask me ‘Haih? How come you don’t know anything about that? Impossible..’

Yes I am! I just don’t know how Witch can turn herself as a moron + bullshi* + Unprofessional?

WTF? Damn it! I never see her anymore after this. What kind of people is she?

Luckily my GM approaches me after meeting and being so sweet backing me up. Everybody is shocked that I don’t know anything about that? Oh please…!

No sweat.

This is the last time. You humiliated me, dishonored me, in front of director? It’s a good way to show your jealousy tho!

Ahhhhh…Politic is everywhere!

8:37 AM

My BFF's Wedding

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi guys...

Setelah sekian lama x tulis blog...

And finally I come out with lot of pictas....~

I went to one of my friend's wedding last friday. Amik annual leave tuh..

We (me and Theresa) arrived at Kemaman around 10:30pm and checked in to the nearest hotel.

By tomorrow I bring along my Blub to the wedding.

Oh..by the way I really look fat-big-huge dinasour on that day!

Now I have to start dietttt!

Anyway...Jum tgk gamba!

Yezzza....Itu dia owner of the blog berbaju pink (Gemz!) and the gedik one (Zeratikah!)

There..Pengantin aka my U-Mate + My Travel fren=p

I forgot to tell ya'all... Theresa (Baju kurung itam di atas) only took 3 hours to drive from KL-Kemaman! Gila kan? I was sleeping + berdengkur dgn kuat!=p

The bride is so cute! Da nak jadi mak org pon ada peace? Peace to the world Nik!!=p
Being a paparazzi is so fun! Berdua dgn Zera yg Super Duper Paparazzi!=p She was busy with her phone and us busy being a gedik=p

Love this pic!

Pretty her!

Last but not least....Peace from the bride..Aih..X abis2 nik nih..

Anyway...the food is nyummy..the wedding is fun but you know there is one thing bad happen?

Aku lupa zip kain baju kurung moden aku! Damn!

And to make it worst I dengan selamba berjalan ke sana sini without anybody shout it?Don't you guys notice bout it??

OMG! My Blub realized it when we are on the way back to car..And he took a picture too! So embarrassing!!

God! Orang nampak ke ha?So ashamed!

6:20 PM

Hari Raya?Naaahaa

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |


Sad entry in front! Caution!

For me there's no Hari Raya! I need to wake up as usual tomorrow and dress up just like another weekdays and off to work!

Sad huh?

I mean...Sad being a 'perantau'..If I want to decide to take A.L it must be a waste! What I will do at home is finish all paperwork that I cannot afford to finish during office hours...

Is it worth if you have a booommmm increment but you couldn't find a time for yourself even a minute!


Baru perasan dh lama x tempek entry begambar kat cni..

Tunggu la nnt..

Looking frward to my BFF wedding this Friday!

Aiyakk....Present x beli lg!!!

Erm...Wish you happy NIK HiDAYATI & NORAZLAN?

7:08 PM


Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Sejak 2 menjak ni...

After I knew I was bride-to-be, I felt empty inside. Did not mean I let my heart empty without love.

But I have no time to think and find a way to break up with him...I know...Keji kan?=p
He purchased a tickets, he spend a lot of money in there and I can't make it as roti canai!

Even we haven't met since last 2 months or 3 months?Can't remember..He was very busy with his offshore project.


And now he was at Vietnam-meeting=(

I don't know when I will have time to sit and discuss with him about our wed. To make it worse, we haven't go for Kursus Kahwin yet!

Aiyoo...But I know the time will come....I won't let my brain think about him down to earth..

Trust is important. Now I know why is it so important.

Currently my family at Sarawak was very busy with my 'Bilik Pengantin' preparation.

Rasa x sabar nak blik Sarawak..=p

Oh...Rasa sangat invasion. Feeling nak kawen belom tiba...Lama lagi la..Hurm..

This Saturday will be a Test for KPLI..So sad..I got a course to go! Damn..! Kalau x pegi kursus YTL kena potong gaji plak RM500!

Xda rezeki kot utk KPLI..Even my Blub never agreed me to be a teacher..Garang sgt kot=p

Erm..I'm giving a thought to do the pre-wedding pic just like Sheikh Muzaffar..!Gedik!

Well I think their ideas for the pre-wedding shot is not categorized as 'poyo'...A lot of bunting/banner I saw at exhibition was slightly very funny or to be frank? POYO!

See? Cute kannn....Mauu.....Pic credit to beautifulnara

Since I know my Blub love to read my blog recently then I don't have to text or suggest him with this kind of ideas that I have in mind now..

But I won't demand with this 'Alam Kayangan' theme, Alam Barzakh pon tak...Maybe alam laen...hahaha..

Catch with you soon..

10:38 PM

Big News for Everyone

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

And finally 'us' decided to fix the date for our wedding!

Date to remember:

28/5/2011 - Akad Nikah (Limbang, Sarawak)

29/5/2011 - Sanding kat umah I (Limbang, Sarawak)

11/6/2011 - Sanding kat umah dia (Paka, Terengganu)

He just bought the tickets which cost him a lot! No need to mention here but it was expensive..!


Group from Paka - Limbang will be around 18 people!

I'm giving a thought to invite my friends to my wedding at Sarawak but I think I just invite them here...Grrrr...

Tiket mahal la nyah...Pening plak nnt klu ramai2...Family dia da 18 org nk di angkut..hehe

But I want to make sure suma BFF kat U and sekolah dapat dtg kat Paka! Dtg jgn x dtg tau!

Luckily we decided to booked a wedding card last week...At least da kurang pening 1 item nak prepare..Huhu

Theme color? Ni yang jadi gaduh ni tadi...Everything must be Blue! Oh..Tau la dia suka color biru aku pon dia nk hasut2..Sori okeh..

Pink is totally not allowed!So I choose Silver for my place..Blue for his place...Lantak la..Amik la biru...Weh kawan2...sila pakai biru eh time g kenduri...=p

Yakin je bgtau org nk kawen bila...The problem is tickets is confirmed! InsyAllah la eh...Ermm...

There's a lot of things need to be settle including : Kursus Kahwin! Argh!!

Oh..After finish ceremony at Limbang, My Blub will be follow his family back to KL first and me?

Sob Sob...I'm going back to KL the day after him..Sedey..Kenal tinggal..Hihi..


Finally after be in love with him 5 years I tied up with him legally=p

I have less than 7 months to prepare everything include DIET! Plz..I really want to have good image in my wedding picture...!

Dah 3 bln x jumpa my Blub and next 2 days dia fly pegi Vietnam utk meeting!

Nasib bdn la..Asal duit msuk kat bank cukup=p

8:18 AM

Time to reveal something~

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Finally I have a right mood and time for my own blog=p


My Blub dah kat darat and we met only 1 day (last 2 days) before he back again to Paka..


Last night he discussed with his family about our secret little things..*Blink*

And the result is....






Bedebar x? Hehe.....


Me will be married on 4th June 2011!

Ugh...Aku pon xtau nk hepi ka x....Xda perasaan la....LOL!

And no I have to come up with a list!..Wedding preparation list!..


Kurus kahwin pon belom...Aih..And fyi, my eldest sister will be married next month 12/12/10 at KL!..

Dia pon baru nk kursus kahwin smlm and today! Kelam kabut betoll...

But anyway, the date is just a plan..Not confirm yet by my family...

And he (Blub) was very interested to start with the Wedding Shopping first...


Will come with the list for the next entry...Selamat Berhijrah..


11:10 PM


Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Familiar with a word of LAZY? Yeap!

Malas nya nak update blog..Lately mmg I xda mood nk update..

Anyway today is Deepavali Day. Happy Deepavali!!

Lambat wish.Yes I knew but I just came back from Low Yat and SACC Mall Shah Alam..

Sempat booking untuk wat kad kawen=p

Anyway Bunting is what? I have no idea what is BUNTING means? Pregnant ka? Nope...

It means Banner la ngok.!!

And the pronunciation is different also...Hehe..