10:44 AM

It's a year marriage~

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

We have been married a year since last May 2011.

We're still in duo position..But we are happy and blessed with this marriage and hopefully I would be able to write an entry about 50 years marriage in the future!Amin!

Dah lama tak tulis blog..Idea dah keras! Ni pon nasib hubby rajin nak bw jenjalan ke Bukit Tinggi..

Unexpected & un-planned activity; Went to Bukit Tinggi after having a breakfast at Bangsar.

Luckily saya guna baju yg selesa untuk mendaki n bukan baju tido!

Even though hubby pakai baju ntah pape, simple tapi biasalh lelaki..Ada aku kisah? =p

Jum tgk gamba..Malas nak cerita panjang..

Nice view~
 Tak blh thn tgk bju my hubby..Haha


Bubble craziness 

Gooseeeeee!

Penat!
 Adakah patut kena mendaki 1km (estimated) nak sampi ke Japanese Garden nih..Penat sehhh..

Penat 2..Haha

Angan2 je la nak masuk SPA nih..Foot massage starting price from RM400+?What?

Koi~

Love~
 This is my second time been here. And first time for my hubby! Panas ya ampun..Memang terlampau panas..Tu kira awal gak kiteorang sampi..Around 11..Kalau yg sampi jam 1pm tu tak tau la..Hish..

Kesimpulannya, tiap kali breakfast weekend pakai baju lawa2 siap2..Bukan blh pecaya husband aku nih..Tu nasib dah penat mendaki Japanese Garden, kalau x ada hati nak naik Genting Highland..

Hubby expect Bukit Tinggi tu sejuk, upenya panas! Haha..Tak la jauh sangat dari KL..Adela 38km..Tapi nak naik ke atas ade gak 25km lagi..

So, semua gamba di atas menggunakan hadiah anniversary from my hubby..Actually aku yg nak sgt banda nih..tapi last2 dia blikan gk..

Looking forward ble nak bg hadiah utk dia..Tgk la bila ada masa.. Bz bee ngan business..Yeah!
My new baby!
That's all for today..Sekian! Saya da kawin setahun..Lagi 100 thn nak idup bersama! So far rasa bercinta lagi ngn husband..Tak annoyed lagi la..Haha

10:31 AM

Little surprise from him!

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi guys..


The day passed surprisingly quickly with a mix of running business and be a good housewife. Yup..I'm still unemployed.

I received lots of offered but yet I'm still running my own tagline~

It was un-healthy week since I don't feel like myself lately..Cepat penat dan asyik nak demam..

Yeah you got me..But I tried to finish all orders in time!

So last night as usual, my daily routine, prepared dinner for my husband and I didn't even think about the idea that he's gonna gv me a gift! Maybe it's for Valentine Day!

I was totally forget about the V's Day!

We never celebrate before. Haram kot? =)

He was so good in making a surprise! Seriously..Muka selamba badak je kan..

He knew that before we go bed I will brush my teeth and wash my face..So he put the roses on our bedroom. We slept in another room by the way!

Bila masuk bilik je.......Oh My Allah (OMG is prohibited!)

I was so touched and shocked! Patutlah ada sampul surat pretty petals kat meja makan tadi..

Haha I don't know when he sneak in the roses into our room!


"I love u sayang" From - "Suami mu"

Short love notes from him yet killing me softly until the tears come down..

He was so romantic! He still remember my favourite!

But I didn't gv him anything.. Sob Sob

But he said " You just gv me a baby"

Gasp!

Now..Lets pray I was pregnant!Haha

Amin!


9:33 PM

He's noncommunicable!

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

When he can't be contactable by me means; he was far-far away from the land..

I will do something that can keep me remind of him every minute!

That is so pathetic..

Mesti korang nak muntah hijau dengar I asyik cte pasal laki yang jauh di ocean..Haha..

Nak wat cana..Ni blog tempat meluahkan rasa masam,manis,masin..Haha

Gosh..

Another 2 days, we're officially married for 6 months..Sob sob..

Kesimpulannya jangan cari future husband keje oil n gas..Nak nagging pon x boleh..Tapi bla wat silent treatment dia ckp x blh jugak..

Tapi jumpa kadang2 pon elok gk..Laki I yang kurang romantik pon blh jd romantik bla da jumpa..Haha

Sabar2..Lagi 2 minggu!

6:24 PM

20.11.2011 date

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Tak ade yg menarik pon dgn tarikh ni..

*Sob Sob*

I wondered when my husband will coming back! Baby come back to me!!

What a life.. Everything seems no right for me..

I felt so miserable. Being alone. Without my husband.



Suka gamba kawen nih..Taken 28th May 2011..

We're married for almost 6 months huh? And boleh kira brp lama je blh jumpa husband..

Sedih! Perit! Hati ni je tau..Ok..X elok merintih..Harus ikhlas merelakan suami pergi mencari rezeki..

I miss him..God..Nak ikat dia kat tiang umah ni kalau dia balik ok..

Blog walking je keje ari nih..

Wat marketing la konon=)

So, tarikh menarik tahun ni..x di abadikan dengan program yang berfaedah..

Huhu!!

Peace!!!

1:56 PM

Why Men Cheat?

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

I always hold this principal when it comes to love.


"Put yourself a quarantine to think about the incoming new love before you take it into your jar of heart"

Maybe it's only a puppy love, or maybe it will become a true love!

Dah kawen2 pon still nak cerita pasal cinta..Buang tabiat apa..

By the way, I can't throw away this memory; It happened while I was in the first year of university..So let me shared with you guys here ok?

Duuuu.Duuuuu.~~ Music please..Before I start! Haha

Erm. If anyone who read this know who is the guy that I mean with, please,please shut your mouth off! Haha..Nanti buka aib plak..

I met this guy during our orientation week.

Dia kira ok la..Just time tu xde prasaan..Yela..1st time duduk kat semenanjung ni..Malas nak becintan cintun..

So, nak di pendekkan cerita that guy keep following, asking me if I want to go out with him, and he really annoyed me at that time!

So, finally I bagi chance la kuar ngan mamat ni kan..

Naik kereta sewa (normal la kan?) Dia drive, I duduk sebelah..Then member dia 2 org dduk belakang..Laki..

Pastu I tgk dia bawa mcm x betol..Dlm ati mls nak layan..Pastu dia stop kt stesyen minyak.Nak isi minyak..

Dia komplen yang stereng kete begegar semacam..So, pas isi minyak dia suh kwn dia drive. I tgk member dia bawa ok je..Obviously that guy driving with Gear 1/2 je kot? Haha

And then..handphone dia bunyi! So, I tgk..waaahhh hp flipped tu! Time tu kira mhl la kan..Tau2 ada password..Dia tekan2 x boleh..Dia suh member dia buka password..Ok..That's not his hp..

And then dlm ati; Whudda?nak bergaya pon agak2 la..Haha..

Ok..that's it..Back to the topic!

Why men have a tendency to cheat? I just don't get it..I mean you don't have to do that..You don't have to look rich, to look good, and to look perfect in front of the girl..Acting kind of superior and incredibly smart will shows how stupid you are!

Kalau x kantoi xpe..Kalau kantoi? Sia-sia la pompuan da x mo nak kuar ngan korang..

Bukan nk burukkan dia tapi jujur lagi elok dari cuba menyembunyikan kelemahan yang memang nyata kan?

Then on my 2nd year I met this guy..He know how to tackle me, he was honest, and he know how to treat me like a princess by providing me a happiness. He's a final year student tho. Both of us are using PTPTN to live at university. So there's nothing to show off!

Kuar pon byr sendiri2 ok..

And he's the man that I married with, until now and forever (InsyAllah).. So far he didn't have any secret or hidden story behind me.

If a men cheating on you just because he want to look good for you, I think you better knock off from the relationship..If one day, their secret revealed both of you will get hurt!

I always write a love story here whenever I miss my husband so much..Bila dia nak balik ni..Huhu..




9:03 AM

Miss you my love!

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

My current favourite song which I intent to sing it at Karaoke Box later~


It was a song by Avril Lavigne - Wish you were here..







The lyric:

"Wish You Were Here"

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Thanks to Azlyrics.com ..Enjoy!

Missh my husband!

7:41 PM

Hi Cameron Highland (again?)

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |


Since I moved to another job which is more mind-challenging and strict-office hours, I have no time to visit my own blog..

Apatah lagi nak tulis something..

My daily routine would be the same and bored whenever my husband was not around..Morning 7am off to office and 7 pm reached home..But since he was here since last week, and he need to travel again next week, we made an 'emergency' planning which the option was included Cameron Highland, Kelantan (I never been here!) or Langkawi..

But since Kelantan and Langkawi sounds so far far away from KL we agreed to drive to Cameron Highland friday night..I think it was my 5th time went there but its ok then..There's a lot of development there..Seriously!

I tagged my sister and her husband along..I'm not considered it as my honeymoon tho..=p

Mari tgk gambo..

I never expect we gonna get that kind of apartment actually..

The apartment was so terrible, dirty and out dated..! Gosh! But since my husband have paid for the deposit, I think we don't have a choice! In fact we're arrived there during midnight and do you think you want to spent the rest of the night outside battling with a very cool weather?


This is the view from out apartment..I can't remember the name actually; semalam je kot?=p

Us =) getting ready nak jalan2..

Look at this..My first time this saw this kind of Apple?? I couldn't remember what is this but the skin was unique!~


See how it goes..Teruk betol! Haha


And this is another species of apple..But the color is green..But what concern me the most is the skin was same with the purple one!


Sayur2..13 longgok RM10..So cheap!

But we managed to cook some of it for lunch!

Arghh..Benda wajib beli!=p

My hand is full with flowers and the one that my sista holding was mine too!=p

We're married for 4 months yoo!


Please..I don't want him go! Haha=p Pe

Me out of control sudaaa~


Us..Hope to join him with a big belly..1 day..

As long as I'm happy with my blissful life, I could go on forever everywhere we go..Hope to travel again after he back from Miri=)

10:49 AM

When he's not around

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |


Sob sob..

Husband I ilang lg..

Disappear to the ocean..

And he won't have a chance to berhari raya with his lovely wife this year..

It's our 1st year as husband-wife but I can get used to it; since he's not going for fun but to gained more money for me tho;)

Bila jauh di mata baru timbul rasa sayang..

Since 6 years ago, dari zaman bercinta ke zaman kahwin perangai aku memang x berubah..

Bla dekat jahat je kat dia..Da jauh baru nak rindu-rindu..

Padan muka aku derr...


My fav pic for this moment=)

Aih...I miss him!!

3:59 PM

Birthday Suprise

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Dah basi..Ok!

Ada aku kesah?

For the past 6 years I've been in love with my BF aka My Husband I never imagined that he can be so sweet and lovely..

It was my pre-birthday and he decided to celebrate my birthday early (27 July)..

I never expect anything from him actually - for my birthday. Since we've been fighting since the day before he plan to celebrate it..

Baru kahwin dah gaduh..It's normal! Right??

Btw, he always makes me so special in his life..He still remember my favourite things ; flower / chocolate..

He never change! I'm so glad to have him..I feel so blessed to have him in my life..

During lunch I went to his office and pick him up and we having lunch at Sercret Recipe. He kept asking about which cake that I love most. Seriously at that time I have no mood to talk about cake..I just want to be silent and I only can answer that Choc Indulgence is the trademark of Secret Recipe.Full stop..

The conversation was end and I didn't give a damn to think much about it..Even when I ask for the bill from our table, he insist to pay at the counter with the reason he want to swipe his card credit..

Dalam ati bertanya gak..Makan seciput pon nak byr guna kad kredit?Gila apo...Dah tgh gaduh apa aku pduli...Bia la dia g byr..

He talk to the cashier about something but I just walk away and didn't ask him about the business that he's dealing with the cashier..=(

So terrible la weh..

On that night I cooked Butter Milk Lobster for him..And when he's back from work he was pretend like nothing happen..He was so good in acting..


My ButterMilk Lobster=)

After dinner, he ask me to take the 'Bekam' apparatus in our room. Macam xde benda laen nak suh ambik but naik gak..I heard ketang..ketung..Macam ada bunyi org bertukang ke ape kat bawah..

And when I went down OMG, I'm so surprise to see a flowers on table!And at that moment dia baru nak kluarkan kek dr kotak Secret Recipe..OMG! OMG! He really like to surprised me..I was just to get a heart attack..!

Then he light the candle and there you go..My pre-birthday surprise from my husband..


Candle and You rock baby!=)

I don't know why I touched but I almost cried!!

Plz ignore the lady from Sekali Lagi Movie..=p

Moral of the story : My husband is so thoughtful and loving. He maybe not show off his love everyday but I couldn't ask for a better husband..

I love You!

9:42 PM

Suprise Vs Lust?

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

I got that..

I'm not going to tell ya all a 18SX stories here..

My husband surprised me with an advance birthday present. It was a shocked surprise I tell ya. I didn't expect that from him..I mean it's too early..another 13 days before my birthday!

For God sake! I was try to think that he's the cutest husband ever in this world! But then when I posted a status in FB, his friend replied and he knew about my new GUESS present! Oh..In case korang tertanya pe benda hadiah tu..

Jam GUESS!



Great..I can smell something fishy here! Why out of sudden my husband become so nice? Ok..Bukan dia x bleh jadi romantika or whatsoever tapii..Pelik...

Then I ask him where's his watch? Slowly he pulled out a new box and it's the CASIO watch that he's eying for thousand years!

OMG! Seriously I think his colleague literally gv him a very bad influence. First; Iphone 4..Which is everybody in his office using the same hp;I phone 4..Then he hv to change to Iphone 4 also and dragged me to the same phone also~

Then now?? Arghh!

Frankly speaking x faham why he like such an old style watch..

*Sigh*

Right now he's driving back to Paka. I really hope he can drive it safely..

Dear hubby,

I know you have sacrificed all your money just for the sake of my happiness.. For me, cincin berlian, barang kemas, dan sebagai nya adalah x penting..yang penting beg and kasut..Ops...Yang penting I want you to drive back to KL safely and I will wait for you!! I just need you..

11:05 PM

Newly Wed

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi guys..

Inai d tgn masih merah w/pun da abis=p

Tinggal kat kuku lg..Jgn pk bkn2..Sy bukan produktif..Haha

Anyway I just back from shopping utk hantaran..

Utk sambut menantu punya mjlis bru ada hntran..

Utk simpan sbg knangan je..

I bought Elle speedy handbag n Primavera heel..

Nak taruk gamba takut basi plak..=p

Btw, from my experience being a wife to my lovely husband for this whole week I found that I can't live alone anymore..

I'm fully addicted to him! Ok..Sounds pervert? But to be honest, I cannot live without him..

Xtau cmna nk handle klu dia da p laut g pas ni..Menangis smpi klua darah kot?

I feel so blessed and lucky and couldn't be bother to write here that I love my husband so much.

I hope this feeling won't be last until 2 months or 2 years or maybe 20 years..I hope it will be forever..:)

And now he's not here..He already back to Terengganu this morning..*Sob*

Ok.. Relax.

I will b on leave again this coming Friday. Yeay!

Till then..See ya...Will update picture later~

9:00 PM

S.A.D

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi guys..

Happy weekend!

Jealousy is negative thought and feelings of insecurities, fear, and anxiety particularly in reference to human connection..

That's what Wikipedia said!

What they said was so true!

I felt insecurities, fear when I saw my Blub chatting / comments to other FB'ian girl picture..Klu 1 komen xpe..Ni continuous smpai berjela-jela cerita dia..

*Sigh*

Should I bear with this suspicious feeling? Can I cope with this kind of feeling? I was so jealous!

Kalau la...dia komen kt F.B aku xpe gk..Ni 1 bnda pon x komen...Fine..*Sob Sob*

Btw, I think I should trust him...

Guys,

"Follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask a question and feel the answer. Learn to trust your heart"

Quotes credit to ThinkExist.Com

2:43 PM

How to cope with a life as Offshoreman's Wife?

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi..

I know my topic is kind of sarcastic but it's the reality of my life and others women out there..=p

It's hard being left behind...From my experience (well I'm not married yet) when they reached their destination of their project, their project is number 1..Their project is their priority of life..

I'm giving a thought to be a Founder of Mrs - Offshore Man=p

Ntah ada org nk register ke x?=p

"Why is love intensified by absence?"

Kadang2 sakit jiwa..And the best solution that I can do is I work until I'm tired..

But I try to think it logically..Bahagia kah aku? X gila ke klu asyik keje?

There's always a cure for this un-happiness life that I faced with;

1) Shop till you drop! Kaki da lebam, jalan pon da senget sebelah bru balik ok..

2) Watch movieS - Alone or with your friends..But usually I watched alone..

3) Manicure & Pedicure..

4) SPA; Massage, Facial, Sauna..

5) Saloon; Trim, wash, treatment, and wash again and again until you satisfied with your hair (even tho your hair is naturally ok=p)

6) Spend your leisure time at Border ,The Garden (While having Hot Choc Starbucks) and read lots of book perhaps; How to be a good wife?=p

7) Try not to be alone at home (no kids); call for your colleague or ex-school mate and invite them for tea-time chit chat..

I have a lot of things to be shared here but most important is; your far-far-away love knew about this activities and no men-involved in every activities that you spent time with..

Of all 7 activities that I list above, all of it need a lot of money..$$$..But if they (offshore-man) think wisely about the purpose why they leave us rather than work in office hours, they won't say CANNOT to those activities..

It doesn't mean that you become their wife your life will turn to miserable, suffering, or sadness but smart girl think twice..Rather than spent time at home and crying for their attention, flash back all the memories that we spent time before, their short disappear from our life is the opportunity for us to improve our beauty!

Betul x? If they try to question us, just give a simple answer; I cantik utk u tauu..U blk u nk tgk I cantik ke buruk? Indeed..

But make sure their effort, struggle keje jauh2 korang g abiskan x tinggal 1 sen pon..Manusia ke ape 2? Hehe

Berpada2 la kawan...Ok?


Hello...Helloo...Hp is not allowed at platform ok?=p

I miss him; that's the reason why I'm writing this..*Sob* Sob*

10:09 PM

Puan?Madam?Aww

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Lagi 1 bulan lebih nyah!

Wooot woooot! X sabar nye nk cuti pjg! Skrg ni lngsung x blh cuti!Keja sgt byk...Mcm nk muntah!

Tgh kira2 bp hari cuti yg logik ckit nk amik...X kn nk amik 365 ari kot?=p

Amik M.C + Unpaid leave la jwb nya..Aishh!

Kna pegi manicure + pedicure nih...Kaki n tgn menggerutu kna simen n konkrit...Lari husband aku nnt tym sarung cincin=p

Aish..

Kad kawen da pos ckit..Mahal gk nk pos kad kawen skrg..RM0.80 sekeping...Bkn dlu 30 sen je?Hihi..

Tension btul Celcom Broadbnd nih....Wat hal! Last2 guna dongle YES gak..Dhla laju..x meragam..mahal plak tu=p

Fitting bju kawen dok lg..Jauh sgt..Bla ms plak aku nk pegi Tganu sorng2?Klu stakat Hulu Langat ke...Sg Buloh blh gk jejak kaki sorng2..

Maybe next month...Erm..Umah x jumpa lg! Pening nya! Kawen2..Suma bnda nk pk..Dhla kna buat sorng2..Isk..Blub bla nk blk xtau..

Ingat snang ke nk settle sume sorng2?Ish...Gmba myself yg latest pon xde..Aish..

Tea time with my bosses..


Free HP from my company..So far guna mcm x guna je..Sbb x yah pk psl topup or byr bil. Company da msuk duit dlm 2 siap2..

See? Da tuka topik..

Ok2...Lg sebulan lebih diri ini akan tukar status bkn sj kt FB tp dunia akhirat InsyAllah sbg isteri org.My Beloved Mohd Kamirul Nizam!..Sekian harap maklum=p

Happy sbb nk cuti pjg! I need vacation! X mau keja!

6:53 PM

Zoo Negara Trip aka Pre-Wed Photoshoot?

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi guys!

Long time no see!

It was Sunday morning and I didn't plan to go out anywhere with my Blub until he called me right after I back from Morning-Jogging!=p

" Bangun!!! Mandi!!!"

So sweet...

And then he said he want me to pick him up and then jalan-jalan cari animal kat zoo...So cute!

We arrived at Zoo Negara arround 10am and the weather is totally killing me!It's so hot man!

But then do you think we're going to turn back home?Crazy minded are u if u think like that..=p

Then we bought 2 tickets which are RM20/person/entry...

Once we entered the Zoo there is a tram which the price is RM3/person/trip...

Wahhh we're thinking why they want to charged people a lot here? It is for Malaysian for God sake..Genting highland trip was worth it than this..

Whatever..But then we decided to walk around..Sanggup berpanas tuh dari byr RM3..=p By the way, we brought tripod along with us..

We didn't hired any photographer for our pre-wed photoshoot. No make-up artist, no gown selection, or even a nice picture editor!

Just because we have a DSLR, then we think that why not give a try our best to take a best photo for ourself?It's just a try...

Let see the picture by the way..Jangan komen byk2...Pre-wed photo aka Jalan-jalan

Us at the entrance of Zoo~

Gaya depan Babun=p

The plan didn't turn out like we want! But it looks natural!=p

Candid by him...Jadi lawa plak..Siap jd profile pic kt FB!~
There u go...Posing ntah pape...Thanks to tripod=p

Enough with human face..Kiut nya badak ni!=p

And this...Mcm poyo je dia ni tau..So show off..

This one I really cannot accept..How come they want us to be their friend?Especially babu2 sedunia iteww?=p

I think that's all for today...Will update again later!Chow!

11:43 PM

When guy talk about color

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Argh!I just edit this entry by using my handphone and what happened is it's gone!

Tension.

Now I have to put my brain back to the last night ideas.

How hard is that!

And I even forget what I typed last night..!Grrrrr

It's nothing much actually. It's just about a MY MAN.

Guys is simple.Everybody knew it. When it comes to hal remeh-temeh they won't put their mind to think it very deeply.

Last night he asked me about what would be our theme color for our wedding.

I am not interested to talk to him at that moment and yet he still want to talk about the sweet thing huh?

Pancing baik punya...But finally he's the one that really can makes me laugh!=p

He asked me:

Him: "Nak guna color theme apa nnt time kawen?"

Me: "Don't know la...Malas nak pk.."

Him: "Ala...Ada kaler lawa.Apa nama tu, KAIN? KAITEN?"

Me: Out of sudden became interested to listen because of the weird thing he said. "X penah dengar pon nama kaler tuh?"

Him: "Ala..Yang mcam ijau...Tapi macam biru gak..."

Me: Smiling...No more concrete face..

It's a Cyan people...He is so funny sometimes..For those who never heard about this color, you just imagine Celcom color..Same color..

Here is some example with the Cyan color; Pic all credit to Google


I love this very much! Wonder how do I look with this? Hahaha



Pale Cyan color.. Me likey to!

Cute! Must use the corset triple layer..=p



Oh..Nice n gorgeous!!

Oh...by the way..The color also same like kain baju sekolah huh?

Hehe...

But frankly speaking....The Cyan or Kaiten or Kian or whatsoever color it is..I'm deeply in love with it!

6:55 PM

Sad Life

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

When you are really have nothing to do after working hours.

Sitting on the bed alone and browsing + surfing the internet as much as I can. Until I have no ideas what I'm going to do again. No pleasure.

I have a plan. Go to lowyatt. Purchase a new antivirus and format the notebook.

But I really have no strength to put my shoes on. I just hate being alone. I need someone!

But 'someone' I had is no longer available to entertain me. I can feel the distance between us. He was changed.

If you guys want to blame me for being so selfish please stop that. I tried my best in these 5 years to understand him. His job actually.

*Sigh*

Love is sick and I am totally agreed with that.

If my daughter insist to have a relationship with an offshore guy, I will be the one who discourage her with her relationship.

Long-distance relationship is suck!

10:05 PM

My sunshine is back!

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Love oh love...

Sangat jiwang....Adalah tidak sesuai utk di published...

Oh...He's back to KL yesterday and tomorow he's going back to Terengganu back!

Greattttttttt....Good news huh? I love your job darling!

I just finish his money and I know he got nothing to be mad with..

I'm young and I really know how to shopping at this big city..=p

I cannot be blame=p

I feel like to end up our relationship SOON with marriage...

It's easy....Damn...

6:15 PM

Renungan semasa

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Sometimes there is “ANY MORE”

One day a woman's husband died and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you."

So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.....And old cars... And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it.

Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what.

Life is important, like people we know who are special.. And so, we keep them close!

I received this from someone who thought I was a 'keeper'! Then I sent it to the people I think of in the same way... Now it's your turn to send this to all those people who are "keepers" in your life, including the person who sent it, if you feel that way. Suppose one morning you never wake up, do all your friends know you love them?

I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said.

Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile
can do.

And just in case I'm gone tomorrow……………

I LOVE YA my dear friends!!!


Live today because tomorrow is not promise

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There's a time when I was not in myself, non-stop rambling, spread everything bad to my lovely Blub just because of his job; we need to be apart sometimes 3 months straight..I knew it is so selfish never think about why he choose that job..

But I just want him to know, that I never planned to live in this life 1000 years in the future..We all cannot..That is why rather stay away from me too long, why not he took some off day? At least one of us not going to cry and to be worst cannot survive in the future without one of us...Hurmm...

But there's nothing to do...Our lifestyle now is very costly..Everything is need to be count....Mish him

6:16 PM

Life without bantal busuk?

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Impossible!

What say you? I know my friends won't be agree with me even I'm asking them another 1000 years...Tu pon kalau idup lg...=p

Ina (my housemate) said that I was similar to Kimora Lee Simmons!

Agreed! Why Kimora related to my bantal busuk things?

Kimora= kejam, xda perasaan, bemulut laser, tapi berhati mulia...

Untuk hidup dengan komuniti lain...With a disgusting look bantal busuk you need to have a strong heart..

Don't think or listen to your people surrounding that I would be confidently seriously hurting my feelings and ask me to throw it away!

That is your love why you can't keep it for the entire of your life??=p

Why? Just imagine you are keeping the decade nicest thing in this world and in the same time you are living with other human in this world..

Kalau idup dengan kucing, anjing, or ayam and itik they won't have a heart to hurt your feelings..

As far as I knew I've been live with my bantal busuk more than 15 years...And now I still in love with it and cannot live without it..

*Sigh*

There is no regret keeping up the fabolous and precious thing in my life like it..Fabolous? Sila muntah my friends..Haha

No body is going put two thumbs up to my entry but hey....Jeles apo? Klu nak meh cni cuba..You won't come and see me anymore...=p

Kuang3x..

And now I'm presenting my lifetime buddy/ bestfriend ever!!!


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My cintaulok....It was double by another pillow to cover the true colors!~~~=p

This is a great entry...Hehe..I love you

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