11:32 PM

Birthday Treat

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi peeps!

It's a midnight and I think I just want to update a short entry just for my memory for the next 10 years life..

It was nice to had a great friends and siblings around you..(So sad)

I never ask for any special treat for my birthday..Because in my mind I always hope my Blub whose the one that compulsory to celebrate it..I always forgot that there are still exist a nice people around me...

Tonight my sister and my bestfriend (since I was first year at U) Theresa celebrate my birthday at Karaoke..Just nearby my house..Theresa sing a Birthday song (which I totally unexpected that the song exist in the list of that Karaoke) and I felt sad....

Terharu seh...I mean...After 5 years our relationship she still herself..she never changes...she never forget to give me a birthday card like usual we did every year..

I love you much-much-much...

And my sister brought a huge Cheese cake...For God sake...She's being so nice lately..Along with caramel pudding and variety kind of cakes...!

*Sigh* Programme diet adalah tidak menjadi...=p

They are lovely....There are certain people that we can counted for...I'm not looking for a present of course but a thoughtful of mind about the event that I'm counted for...

My birthday cake...It was so rich with cheese man...But I only can bite 1/100 portion..Full!

Different kind of cake..But the blueberry cheese cake is marvelous...

Caramel pudding...My sister is so sweet...She thinks that my friends (more than 4?) will come over...That's why she prepared a lot...

No boyfriend? You won't die alone...Remember that....You still have other people around you ok?

Thanks a lot to both of you.....=)

5:45 PM

It's my birthday!

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Hi everyone,

Today is 28th July right?

Oh...Saya sudah berumur 24 tahun...

I feel very old..=) But the truth is I think I'm still young to handle this life..

It's my birthday along with my car first Anniversary...Happy Birthday to us...

Nothing special...It's under my expectations...I don't need any..

Last night it was my best friend make a birthday wish to me but not yet 12 o'clock...

Luckily my Blub insist to call me 5 minutes after 12am...If he didn't then he will be a bachelor once he come back from offshore..He know I will do that..I always have a Kimora's temper=p


There's nothing official in my mind now..What I want, what I should have in my age now, am i suppose to start think about marriage or anything laa..

Nothing...Zero minded...

Grrr.....It's not a good thing when you getting older and older...

Please...I just want to be healthy everyday...

Last nite, even though he called me and sing me a birthday song, I'm still not happy as usual.. Why? He told me he won't back to KL until October..Isn't a sad story?


He asked me to go to Terengganu whenever he was free to see me in minute...Just a minute? OMG...

Work is seems so important to him now...He targeted us to be married as soon as he get the money...But for me I'm not ready yet to be a MRS to him....I want to be a single lady until I satisfied with this life..

*Sigh* Again

"Just take my money and buy whatever you want. And when I'm back I want to see anything new for your birthday present"

How on earth is he talking that to me? He know my lust to shopping is 1000%?

But it never changed me to a moron...I want to be honest with him...He chosed to stay apart from me just to make me happy with his money...And it's not fair to my life...

I'm done being a lonely girlfriend for this 5 years...Hurmm...

Oh...Anyway...Happy Birthday to me...I miss my friends...They always makes my life memorable..

6:15 PM

Renungan semasa

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Sometimes there is “ANY MORE”

One day a woman's husband died and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "anymore". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you."

So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage.....And old cars... And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it.

Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what.

Life is important, like people we know who are special.. And so, we keep them close!

I received this from someone who thought I was a 'keeper'! Then I sent it to the people I think of in the same way... Now it's your turn to send this to all those people who are "keepers" in your life, including the person who sent it, if you feel that way. Suppose one morning you never wake up, do all your friends know you love them?

I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said.

Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile
can do.

And just in case I'm gone tomorrow……………

I LOVE YA my dear friends!!!

Live today because tomorrow is not promise



There's a time when I was not in myself, non-stop rambling, spread everything bad to my lovely Blub just because of his job; we need to be apart sometimes 3 months straight..I knew it is so selfish never think about why he choose that job..

But I just want him to know, that I never planned to live in this life 1000 years in the future..We all cannot..That is why rather stay away from me too long, why not he took some off day? At least one of us not going to cry and to be worst cannot survive in the future without one of us...Hurmm...

But there's nothing to do...Our lifestyle now is very costly..Everything is need to be count....Mish him

4:52 PM

Body Perfect time

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

It's a long time since I tell everyone here about my body treatment at Body Perfect...

How dare the beauty therapist asking me a stupid question to me "Do you want to be pretty?"

Of course everyone want it in the first place..Idiot..


Kind of tired...They wrapping my body with a plastic while I'm naked (blushing) and put me under ultrainfra machine and I'm sweating like hell after 30 min..

Oh..While they measure my body, they are saying that my body is not detox pretty well and as usual they are asking me to take the packages with full of body detox! Perlukah?

Ermm...Spending money on that thing kind of worth it (i think ahh) but whose going to pay it?

Teeettttt...I don't know...Since I know my credit card is full already (thanks to Blub-he asked me to pay his new tv) then I just ask them to swipe...And they return my credit card with muka-x-redha...Kuang3x...

But as courtesy I just deposit some money to them..I lost 5 inch today..They are saying I don't have a flabby body but a solid body! Yet they still digging me down to the earth...Gross..


What is the purpose of life when you don't have enough money to stay with?

How I wish...Hurmm...Time to save up!!

Just changed my 4 tyre (please clap your hands) and renew insurance and road tax car...

July is my Very GoodLuck month money!~~I love it=(

Working on it...=p

8:09 PM

Be yourself

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

It's a time for performance bonus and lately I felt humiliated by my own colleague..=(

I think it's my own feeling..Over rated perhaps=p But I think it's real!


I just want to be myself...No bodeks2 please..

I still remember time stadi dulu2...Ada group2 yang kuat bodeks lecturer...Luckily kwn2 I xde yg mcm tu..We always redha with our own faith...Nak exam stadi betol2...Xde g jumpa lecturer korek soalan pe yg klua...

But I think working life environment is totally different from U's life...

I don't know..Is it necessary to bodeks all the bosses? I'm not that kind of person..Please..

Klu kita xnk jadi mcm tu, tapi kita tgk org sekeliling mostly mcm 2...Apa ko xde perasaan??

And it makes me sick man...Rasa mcm x nak p keje la..

Semua nak wat busy...Busy yang xde makna kot? Isk...I don't know..Kind of nak cari keja lain..

I don't know..I need my Blub...ASAP!

Nak kunci dia dalam sangkar...Xnk bg dia g laut pas ni..Teruk nya...hehe

Friends become enemy? Is that ordinary scenario? I think it is.....Hurm...Life getting harder and difficult...I am so exhausted with this life...

I'm giving a thought to become a good housewife but I know he won't let me...Or maybe I'll become a funny kindergarten teacher? Oh....I loike...!


Envy is not a healthy feeling...So stop being so sensitive!!

For God sake, what is the easier thing to handle in this life??

8:16 PM

PMS bad craving

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |



Bau busuk la...=p


Kind of funny...Still remember my speech last 4 years ago for my English class at university...

When you have a true feeling towards something for example DURIAN, you can spell it loud very smoothly..=p

Well..This month my PMS craving more to fruits...Various type of fruit but more to this busuk-buah-ever; durian..

Hihi...You guys cannot blame me because the durian stall is just in front of house...

Well...D24 is the best...Lunak gitu....Nyaman!

7:02 PM

July is the month of all events~

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

Happy Anniversary to me...

Everything except love..=)

This coming 22nd will be my first anniversary with my YTL..

This coming 28th is my 24th birthday...Gosh! I'm so old...

This coming 29th is my car first anniversary....Melilau la nak bayar road tax + insurance..Kuang3x..

And last but not least my first anniversary for my 4 tyres...Damn!

Everything cost me a lot man...

Argh...And Puasa Month and Hari Raya Eid just around the corner..

Renung-renung kan lah.,..Dan selamat beramal..=p

8:53 PM

Celcom sucks

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |

I've been faithful with Celcom since 5-6 years ago...Damn it

And today they frustrated me again..


I insist to pay for my second account which I currently using the 1+5 plan and I'm the main number..

Check punya check kat online customer service the name written is Mohd Shaiful Bahri Bin dot dot...

Bagi nama bapak kang kena serang plak..

The bill was sent to me few days ago and it states my Blub usage is RM22.50..

But the online bill states he used it RM60.05..

What the hell is going right?Then I give a call to respective customer service..

Initially the guy who pick up said he will check it for me..But that stupid damn guy asked me to listen to the main menu again...Sila tekan 1 untuk tendang kpala ko...Tekan 2 untuk sepak muka ko...Ok Just Kidding...Hot hot!

Then I pressed 0 again...Then the lady sounds not familiar with the problem..Ha....ha?ha?What?Apa dorng ni xtau nak jawab telepon?

Memalukan Celcom la...And to make it worst the lady ask me to give her my PASSWORD..

Oh come on la...What do you think you are? Are you seriously dead working at Celcom? I thought kad kredit je ada ulat penyangak...Suka suki mintak no kad kredit...minta 3 number kat belakang...Damn!

Bongok...What a life...There's no one can be honest to their job?Hah??

Stupid asshole...Ok..mencarut dengan baik...

Dear Celcom...I wish that you can give a training to your respective customer service...There are really annoying!

5:54 PM

Goodbye long hair

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |


I gedik...Yesh mmg gedik...

Well, today I read Starscope at Star paper...

It states that:

Leo - There will be one or two money problems today!

Sesungguhnya mempercayai horoskop adalah syirik...Ya! Saya tau..Tuhan hanya satu...~

But usually the horoskop in Star always true..I mean there will always related to my daily routine of life!

Whateva..Since Ina & me are in same horoskop, we are truly have money wastage today..

First thing is lunch at ChiliS..Wow...I know! Their food always fattening me..Well, most people really want to live happily and be fulfilled!..

And tadaaa...mmg fulfilled perut tadi...That's why we have such wisely agenda once a month..

Pampered your stomach with luxury food since you are staying in a big city~

Shoot...There's a problem eating at a place like Chilis, Italiannies, Hard Rock Cafe and etc.. Why?

They served alcohol right in their bar? But still have non-alcohol at the same place? So, I ordered ice lemon tea for my drink just now and Mango Juice for Ina..I sipped the drink and taste weird...Then sip again, and again...OMG! It taste alcohol!

Seriously it tasted like alcohol but maybe the light one..I asked Ina to try it, and she feels the same..

Then I asked the waitress; " Why I taste this ice lemon tea so weird? Its like..erm..(xtau nk ckp apa) something add on?"

Waitress: "Let me change for you"

Aik? Terus nak tukar? It's like there's really something happen man!

She come back and asked me to taste the new ice lemon tea...

"Oh..now it taste the real one"

She said: "There will be a problem in our gas..Then it should be mix up with alcohol.."

There you go....Bullshit man!!! Asshol*..

I'm wearing tudung la..Then dia boleh selamba cakap..Dia xtau ke alkohol haram untuk orang Islam??Damn!!!!


Guys! How I'm going to samak this thing? Masuk gasoline dan bakar mulut sendri??Arghh!

No more Chilis at MidValley!

It's a long story..But...Errr Bengang! 7 keturunan aku ada darah alkohol! Damn!

But is there any excuse for this situation? I'm not doing it in purpose!Grr..


Lain topik lain cerita...No. The moral of the stories is; Please beware with your drinks! Fullstop!

I love my new hair...Kind of scared to cut it because my Blub will mad because he never allowed me to cut it but hey he's not here!Lalala...

Goodbye my long-tapi x serupa Jessica Alba hair..=p

Welcome my new short-tapi x serupa Jessica Alba lagi=p

Pendek tapi ada ciri-ciri nak pnjang..Cana tuh?

Penyapu look is cute! Don't you think?=p

3:35 PM

Unforgivable sick

Lullaby written by Ms Coci~ |


I'm not working today..

Last night I'm having near-to-death situation..

Thank God I am still alive this morning..

It was my first time having a terrible headache like last night..

It hurts me a lot and of course can kill me in second..

It's not a migrain. I knew that..I just can't explain what is going on to my head..

Or maybe I have a BRAIN TUMOR? Nauzubillah...

And this morning I can't get up like usual and for the first time of this month I take the M.C..

Hurmmm..Might be depressed and hypertension with my job..

Gosh..! I need Blub..Huhu

Shopping is not a correct way to cure my headache..Nanti x sampai ujung bulan pning pk mn nk celok duit lg..

Vomiting twice last night and I end up sleep at toilet..So sweet!

2 months lately is not giving me a good ONG for my healthy...Damn!

Till then...Jaga kesihatan anda!~